PAY NO ATTENTION TO THAT MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN!

Weekend let's go

Weekend let's Go!

Eyes Wide Open

Not sure what's gotten to me today. I'm so relaxed, just chilling didn't have any issues waking up. Feel glad to be alive I haven't had many days like this recently so i am drinking it in. Not going to let anyone
blow my high.
 

Betrayed!

I got myself on the train and pulled my kindle and iPhone and started reading. When a song comes on my iPhone that I have not heard in years. It strips me bear and left me there naked. It quietly and quickly broke down my vernier, I was standing there betrayed by this song and my true feeling were out showing for the whole world to see. I felt like I was only one on the train, if it had been true I would probably have broken down and cried like a baby. I quietly put myself back In the box that i been living in and smiled, because I forgot a song could do that. Has that ever happens to you?

Iphone 3g so close to perfection that is unbearable

I have had my shiny new Iphone 3g for almost 3 weeks. I have to say I love it overall, but the 2.0 firmware is like having a retarded little bother that will just do stupid things at any moment.  A large part of the reason why I love the 3g over my 1st gen Iphone is how connected I feel, I was so in love with my Iphone before but it felt like whacking off (a solo experience) I sent txt messages and received and replied to emails but it was so slow I didn't feel as connected as I do now. I jail broke my old Iphone but I was like what's the point. I'm only near a wifi when I am at home most of the wifi spots near my job are secured so that's wack.

Now with the app store I was introduce to twitter and soon will be introduced to unemployment because I am so addicted to updating my life online. I know I am so lame, so says my oldest daughter, but ha the jokes on her I have an iphone and she doesn't she has an lg shine good luck getting free cool apps on that thing :). 

Anyway this is all well and good but the new 2.0 firmware is just so damn buggy, I try to be cool because I am programmer and understand how these things work but it's very frustrating. The keyboard lag is killing me and long sync times are not good either. I can live with the battery life, I spend 12hrs a day in front a computer so I keep it charged. I know things will get better, just the waiting for it to get better is killing me and where is cut and paste, I know apple doesn't want any apps running in the background, so why don't they use some type of online synching to store the clip board, come on windows phones can cut and paste for like almost 10 years. My iphone 3g is almost perfect so close and yet so far...

The way to change is through pain

 

Why is it that only way for real change is pain. In the gym 6 days a week 2 days with a trainer working and Comming home and working on more projects    losing everything you thought was important to find what?   

Hating Right Now!!

This Custom made backpack is crazy. I wish i had pull enough to get one
Curse you Kanye and all your fame, Curse you and your fashion taste...
quietly sobbing now :(

Why The Caged Bird Sings

                                                                     

So for the last few months I've been working out and I'm back with my trainer.  I've decided to try a healthier lifestyle as well, I made a few changes, like my diet  I really changed a lot of things about what i eat. Since i am working out, I need to eat more often and food that gives enough energy to get through my day and my work out.

Every morning I've been going to the deli across the street from my job, the food is good and fresh not really the cheapest but its a trade off I live with. The place is always packed and things are moving at a very face pace, I remember i was so intimidated the first time i went in with co-workers, it was like a whole team of Soup Natzis tending bar, I was so caught off guard I just blurted out anything i ended up with a turkey sandwich, funny how that works try it go into any restaurant and blurt out some inaudible statement and see if you don't end up with a turkey sandwich :-).  Anyway now I'm a pro, I get everything the way i want,  I get some egg whites and oat meal with bananas, I love bananas I think i was a gorilla in another life.   
There is this lady who i try not to have her serve me. She is looks so mean and she always acts like she can't hear you, well maybe its just me i have a tendency to be soft spoken.  It's not a good match, She always seems so mean she keeps her hat pulled so low and she never smiles. A Smile can defuse most bombs well not her bombs, you will get blown away every time.  I kept thinking to myself she must be a real B*tch. The other day I came to realize something, She is probably a sweetheart.  Her boss this old Koren dude is a jerk, I was waiting for my order like usual when i caught an earful of him yelling at her cause she didn't label her water bottle, i guess the employees keep their water bottles behind the counter he was really laying in to her, he told her if he caught her drinking from a water bottle that was unlabeled he was going to charge her for the water, what a d*ck water should be free and readily accessible.
I immediately understood that if i was working there i would look just as mean as she does, maybe worst.

I hope that caged bird finds something to sing about.