Here again I find myself alone, lonely, loveless.
I have been inflected with the disease. This terrible illness, the symptoms are fits of depression, rage, hopelessness.
Followed by weeks of confusion, and abandonment.
Prognosis Not good, there's no cure for it, I can't even get a doctor to
Proscribe a good pain killer, I keep self medicating but I have only ended up addicted to porn.
I read in a medical journal that some people with the same disease found good results with new treatments
a few doctors are proscribing a cocktail of happiness, new love, sexual encounters with someone other then yourself.
I have to go to one of these doctors, but my HMO doesn’t cover them because they are out of network...
Damn
Love stop mocking me!


