I guess it’s time to end my self-imposed gag order. I have been here quietly biting my tongue. Sometimes bearing your soul is just too much to bear. But I have a lot of things on my mind and I need to get them out. It’s been hard to keep things in some kind of order, so please be patience with me.
Things have been really horrific lately. My contract ended a while ago, and looking for a new one has been slow, not much has been going on. I am completely tapped out. The bills are piling high. I knew this would happened, you’d think I would have planned for it. Instead I ran around doing every thing and anything but. I guess I deserve to suffer maybe I will plan better next time; but it’s still a suck ass feeling. The crazy thing about it, I will be back on in the blink of an eye. It’s just that down times are really, well, down.
I stopped seeing the woman I was seeing. Great timing, yea right, I am not sure what happened, but we are still cool, (I am not just saying that cause she is reading this) I think maybe she needs more time. I think so do I.
I really like working on contracts instead of being a fulltime employee you get a little more control over the situation, but it comes at a price. Your contract can be canceled at a moment notice for no real reason at all. I was supposed to be on contract well into next year. But after the company decided to go with a different technology infrastructure they got rid of all the consultant’s in my area. Honestly speaking if it wasn’t for the money, I could care less.
My boss is really a sweetheart, a good people with a lot of hang ups, and she is impossible to work with or for. Working there has taking years off my life. It really has become a trend, difficult jobs and impossible bosses. I am hoping my next assignment is different.
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